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I just feel like… There’s so many decisions in life that I don’t have the energy to make. I don’t even know anymore. I have no fucking motivation to do anything. I just want to get drunk and smoke weed and have sex. I haven’t in so long. I am my father. I am addicted to adrenaline, just like he was. I want to be free and I want to do impulsive things. I want to be a fucking bad ass fearless stupid annoying retarded invincible teenager. I want to take advantage of my youth. I want to get a tattoo on my hip and not tell my mom. I want to get my belly button and my nose pierced. I want to smoke on the beach and lay under the stars and try to count all the clouds with all my friends. I want to get drunk and take off all my clothes and dance around like no one is watching. I don’t even need to be fucked up though. I want to be sober with a guy, feeling each other up on a golf course. I want to have sex on a roof. I want to be a kid and play on the playground and run through sprinklers and pretend I’m a fucking princess. I want to go to the beach at night when there’s a full moon and take off all my clothes and dive into the ocean with my hair flowing behind me and feel like a mermaid. I want to run on the beach and write things in the sand and make sand castles. I want to steal some condoms from the gas station and use them on someone special. I want to go to a party and just dance my fucking ass off and not care what anyone thinks of me. I want to take off my shirt and run around a neighborhood in the middle of the night. I want to take a road trip and stay in a hotel and drink and jump on the beds. I want to take a fucking bubble bath with a guy and not even do anything; just sit there. I want to slap someone across the face for being a cunt. I want to roll down all the windows, turn the music up, stick my feet out the passenger window, and sing the lyrics like its my job. I want to scream at the top of my lungs and lose my voice just for the hell of it. I want to hook up with a fucking tourist and never talk to him again. I want to walk around coligny for a day pretending I’m someone that I am totally not. I want to get dressed up real pretty and then go eat at McDonald’s. I want to go to a movie and be as loud as I can just to annoy people. I want to say every curse word in the whole book because I fucking can! I want to order pizza in the middle of the day and come to the door naked. I want to climb a tree and spend the day there. I want to feel beautiful. I want to have a night where I can’t remember anything, but more importantly, I want way more nights that are unforgettable. I want to be free and I want to be reckless and I want to be fearless. I want to take these broken wings of mine and fly away. And that’s what I’m determined to do.
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lost-in-translation-gone-forever:
His eyes doe.
the notes shit
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